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U & I in Suicide

by Darwin

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1.
Pilot 01:23
2.
Hara-Kiri 01:56
Aye Burry me in Fendi with a Bentley next to ten freaks Runnin’ from my problems at the speed they'll never catch me Always smokin’, kill suicide watch Epstein Roll you up a blunt that you could feel thru all of next week Death inside my pocket Other full of presidents Open up your mind and overdose on its intelligence Lit off my adrenalin feelin’ it to my skeleton Drownin’ in the fire but I still would never sweat a bitch They might take my life away Hide it in the highest place Guide it to a brighter day World around me I can change Goin’ thru' an idle phase Hopin’ that this high will stay Pain inside the pleasure to be honest I don't mind the pain Dark forces in my fortress sheddin’ light on what's important Snort a surplus of endorphins got me all sorts of distorted but Euphoric Paint my portrait with a blind fold Walking with my eyes closed High up on a tightrope If I'm goin’ out, then you know it's on a high note But What the fuck do I know Chillen with a psycho Only gimme that brain never see what's on my mind though Hold up being that beat back real quick I'm not done yet Aye They say Life a pretty bitch but really she insidious, There’s parties in oblivion and imma bring the bitties in They just want they titties licked and I just want a big estate Pussy on my dinner plate Never have a bitter taste Everybody die, we just pick a way to dissipate Sit and watch the limit fade lets do it in a bigger way So come sit with me as we enjoy epiphysis and rewrite what was history Then live this dream Wouldn't that be Swisher Sweet Take a look inside infinity Find your true identity You have no idea what the fuck you even meant to me All these problems I got several pick your poison let it settle If we die that's pretty metal Press the pedal till we reach our full potential All the voices in my mental tell me reach a different level Devil prayin’ our fathers in our honor Sinkin' in the fire and I'm burnin’ in the water Fuck it Anything just for a dollar
3.
Mold my like it was playdough Build me up just like some legos Break me down from every angle Swear that imma be okay though Halos never make the angel Fight through Hell to get to Heaven Get some top from all my demons I can tell you that’s a blessin’ You infectious, I'm infected by your presence, every second And If it kill me then you right then i’ll probably let it I don't have to find a reason Sippin’ on some European With a freak bitch Say she Indonesian Really? I don't see it But Life a vivid image Don't blink twice or you might miss it Gifted Excellence, I piss it Intuition in my blood just like syringes No position For the sky to be the limit Baby I don't want no love if it's comin’ from a distance So I'm done with all that modest shit Spit a verse so dope that you probably need a fuckin’ tolerance Pride in pressed pills but I still can't even swallow it My ego big as all my fuckin confidence And ain't nobody stoppin’ it Nobody Nobody Nobody Nobody I can't trust a soul I can't trust nobody Turn me Burn me I love when you hurt me Heavens gates are line with blunts and you can bet them bitches pearly Destination turn to journey pop it for me like a Perkey Only good die young that means I don't gotta worry If nothin’ last forever I want you to be my nothin’ Got this feelin’ in my stomach that we might just kick the bucket I'm like fuck it Press the button Self destruction Everything I never wanted, I've become it No strings attached and I’m still a puppet
4.
Nobody 00:50
She say that she got me Do you really got me Bad habits turned to hobbies but that don't ever stop me Watchin’ life unfold like its reverse origami And I can't trust a soul, I can't trust nobody Nobody Nobody I can't trust a soul Yeah She say that she got me Do you really got me Bad habits turned to hobbies but that don't ever stop me Watchin’ life unfold like it’s reverse origami And I can't trust a soul, I can't trust nobody Nobody Nobody I can't trust a soul, I can't trust nobody
5.
Limitations 02:16
Inside of my mind like a cage You got the lock to the gate No boundary between me and space Flyin’ away, think I need a cape Aye Body is full of the bass The Molly bring out all the rage Feel like I'm stuck in my ways while she just feelin’ all up on my face Cause I’m In too deep can't save me now See my faith then they be proud See my face then they be loud Been floatin’ high but this heavy conscience gon’ weigh me down Where I'm safe and sound Took a step turned it into miles Sit with me let the minutes pile as we exceed the limit for we hit the ground Cause my Inner light Shinin’ different when it's in the night Only give the truth when I give advice Sinner type Screamin’ fuck the world like I'm finna pipe You can wear the shoe if I fit it right Only livin’ life for yo Insta likes Yeah
6.
Waiting 03:19
Get this weight off my chest Like I'm pushing a bench but some things in my head really better unsaid to my death Obsessed with the stress Can’t get to the top without all of the steps, It's just cause and effect with the energy Get what you give and it's meant to be Mentally wish you could know what you meant to me Melodies, all I got left of the memories Kick it with you like Krate You made me realize I'm more than my body I show up sloppy Look like a zombie While you lookin Godly just wearin’ my Tommy Life throwin’ punches like Ali but imma be fine if you got me And oddly enough, show I don't give a fuck Buried by money and drugs It's scary to love and it’s tough but you carry me up Stairway to heaven I'm lookin’ over the ledge and Fuck it, I'm jumpin’ Rushin to plummet, yeah it's truly something my mind like a dungeon I'm stuck in Searchin for oneness but don't have no compass Roll with the punches they come in abundance It's rainin’ and pourin’ When I'm blackin’ out put my conscience in storage These Bottles imported, make me feel important You lookin gorgeous Keep it low key not apparent like orphans Can't wait till the day that we bloom like an orchid and flourish Your soul is worth more than ten times of a fortune Ten times of a fortune That's a lot I can feel it in my soul I can feel it in my bones Never felt like this before I been waiting way to long I can feel it in my soul I can feel it in my bones Never felt like this before I been waiting way to long Sorta gifted, my core is rigid Enrich my mind with these poor decisions Distorted vision mixed with a gorgeous women Better close the door we gettin’ more explicit Roll a lil weed on my foreign bitch She say she want the tree to get her Aura lifted Hope the Lord forgive it while I turn these words to like four tuitions Times four tuitions Drippin’ in gold Down to my soul She just my ex but she blow like an O We just had sex, I don't get close Got her nose rockin’ white like a Pope Like a ghost Tried to catch lil a buzz off ya love but my heart too froze Hear ya voice through ya post I’m way to dangerous They can't hang with us I got vision like I took that angel dust I feel phenomenal So irresponsible I got more drugs than a hospital So diabolical What do I got to lose Do the impossible, never was optional Act like I am but I'm not a fool You changin’ up like an audible I find it comical, it doesn't bother you What have we got into? What do we got to lose Bigger picture into focus I can see through all ya motives Souls and spirits make me golden Drive ya mind just like I stole it You can take that as an Omen Take my pain like Ibuprofen Yeah I said take my pain like Hear the most when in silence Uh See it all with closed eyelids Uh Energy is so timeless Uh Feel it all and don't fight it On different planes, we ain’t got no pilot Moved on to better days and we ain’t got no guidance Uh Bigger picture into focus I can see through all ya motives Souls and spirits make me golden Drive ya mind just like I stole it You can take that as an Omen Take my pain like Ibuprofen Yeah I said take my pain like I can feel it in my soul I can feel it in my bones Never felt like this before I been waiting way to long I can feel it in my soul I can feel it in my bones Never felt like this before I been waiting way to long Too long
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8.
Connection 03:25
Demons in the double cup Couldn’t give a subtle fuck I don't gotta smoke when the truth get blunt enough If she two faced, they both gon’ suck Gave it all away, I don't hold no love Since bein’ nice don't make a check I been doin’ more and I'm sayin’ less Pray to the Lord as I take a breath And then put these drugs in my tainted head Sittin high in this stitch of time Kiss the sky with my twisted mind Chill with God, just him and I He told me die to live or just live to die Some love, some hate Some run, some stay You can face that blunt, but can you face that change? Ya made me love then ya made me pain Might lose my brain like JFK Count up my shadows and take em to battle Goin’ to war over shit that don't matter I’m sick of the pattern I’m sick of the average I’m sick of the voices that really just chatter They adequate Admit that I had to quit They hated I'm back to it With harder than average shit So I'm getting faded, I’m posted like statuses Fuck all these promises I'm like fuck all of it Open the void and I'll fall in it Now that I thought of it You be my compliment We be attractin’ like opposites Got no idea where my conscience is Blacked out Fightin’ old ways never back down Verse so dope it could be a whole trap house Used to make meals Used to pay bills with a half ounce So it's all real, can't back out I don't need connection to download your personality I don't need connection, eat that pussy for the calories Fall for you, no gravity Just hopin’ somethin’ catches me That pain inside your daiquiri just gave you that audacity Said it gave you that audacity Aye I don't need connection to download your personality I don't need connection, eat that pussy for the calories Live it like my last fuck the world Kamasutra Every saint has a past, every sinner has a future But it's only when ya pass do they say they wish they knew ya Halle-lujah What's it to ya? I'm gettin’ blown like a hookah And stoned like I looked at Medusa Head going round like a hula Now I'm feelin’ too up Lost in my head like this shit be Bermuda Hopin’ that this give you that peace like it's Buddha What are we really without all the mula man? I'm like I'm like I'm like I’m like Fuck all the clout watch me do It in person My bitch a freak she belong in the circus Look in her eyes and see under the surface Under that smile, I know you be burnin’ Give her my shoulders for all of her burdens She gettin’ mad cause it's death what I flirt with And She know the words to like all of my versus All of my verses Got me Wordless Speechless Words with reason My Lil angel, turin demons Turn to Jesus Burkins Pieces My Lil baby turn facetious Takin’ my kindness as weakness But when I feel broken you pick up the pieces And put em together Under the weather but I'm doin’ better Mixin the pain with my pleasure Yeah Yeah Yeah I don't need connection to download your personality I don't need connection, eat that pussy for the calories Fall for you no gravity Just hopin’ somethin’ catches me That pain inside your daiquiri just gave you that audacity Said it gave you that audacity I don't need connection to download your personality I don't need connection, eat that pussy for the calories Yeah Aye
9.
Miss America 01:14
Don't try to save me the world told me that the dollar made me Yeah Don't try to save me the world told me that the dollar made me Uh Used to call ya on ya home phone Do it on my own though I can do it solo Feelin’ what I don't show Bringin’ in bills by the boatload Open doors Doin’ shows on shows I ain't have a thang but my soul, my hope Couple blunts to smoke And some love untold Watchin’ life unfold Dive into the unknown I go Don't try to save me the world told me that the dollar made me Yeah Don't try to save me the world told me that the dollar made me Uh Used to call ya on ya home phone Do it on my own though I can do it solo Feelin’ what I don't show Bringin’ in bills by the boatload Open doors Doin’ shows on shows I ain't have a thang but my soul, my hope Couple blunts to smoke And some love untold Watchin’ life unfold Dive into the unknown I go
10.
Only You 02:13
Crash like the towers for hours I hope to God that you restin’ in power I hear you screamin’ but actions speak louder Grab me some sweets and I fill em with sour This moment is ours, believe me I wish this was easy Scars on my body make art like graffiti Latched to my vices completely, they free me Escapin’ my mind like Houdini Ain’t no time to waste No time to wait Cut to the chase like I cut off the brakes Little too much Little too late It's some give and some take, get the fuck out my face Yeah don't act like you know me Too far removed from the old me Get to the money then imma be Goldie I got this weed so I'll never be lonely Can’t wait till the day we turn dreams into trophies God gave me a vision, he made me on acid I got the vibe you can come through and match it Look in my eyes and just lie with a passion I drive your mind and don't mind if I crash it now I know they talkin' just wantin’ reactions now Just like some Karma that bitch coming back around Yeah she come back around Yeah Some hate some lie, some stay some die Don't wait don't cry, don't waste no time Don't blow my high, just blow my mind Don't blow my high, just blow my mind On the real Tell me how ya feel All the time heals but I still get chills Still get bills Dates get filled till I make my mils breaking records not seals Fuck love Wind at our back and the Earth in our blunts Hurt is a drug Word to my love and a word to above, It's a circus below Just the same old high but it feels so low Just the same old fire but it feels so cold, no hope You meant the world, only showed me a globe I feel insane like I have no control
11.
It's fuck what you thought of me You talkin’ honestly, that's an anomaly I'm in ya head like lobotomies This what it is cause it's gotta be not what it oughta be Fuck an apology I can't think logically You stole my heart like a robbery Love when you lie to me Love when you doubtin’ me Love when you sayin that you can't account on me Listen Burnt me some bridges, I earned me the distance And I spoke a lot of shit into existence Done even more just to try and go fix it Now I can not find any words that can fit it Ask for forgiveness, instead of permission With all that baggage no wonder you trippin’ Leave bitches as bitches and business as business Till I hit my limit, until life is finished Aye Nothin’ left but my soul to take Set my soul ablaze Burn it down just like Notre Dame This is so insane We became in tune and now it's overplayed Novacane, make a broken vein High as Superman in my lowest lane No focus changed on the coldest days cause there’s dough to make Aye Fuck that bullshit like I'm Mudbone My love grow for them hundos One toast to my stuck soul Blunt smoke in my convos One toast to my utmost and a Drum roll for the unknown I unload No control Cause this swallowed pride might cut throats
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released April 3, 2020

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Darwin Ohio

Darwin is an Ohio native whose sound would be best described as a blend of alternative, hip-hop and rock. He draws inspiration from genres such as alternative rock, trap soul, and psychedelic hip-hop. He has been an active artist since 2014 and has slowly evolved (get it, Darwin, evolution) his sound to make it what it is today.

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